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I Would Love To Give Up

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lyric residue

I open my mouth

And words just ...

And I cannot stop ...

But I am only so ...

... would love to give ...

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I Would Love To Give Up
Current piece / I Would Love To Give Up
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Blue Moon01Blue MoonAssassination / laying in fire.02Assassination / laying in fire.

Surrender to the pull and you may find unreleased demos, unseen photos, old posters, studio notes, and loose pieces.

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I Would Love To Give Up

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Blue Moon

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Assassination / laying in fire.

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What Do I Get (Demo)

hidden / misfiled

Path so far

La Mer→The Big Whole / Video still - puddles of red.→I Would Love To Give Up
field note / public memoryThe site is not explaining itself. It is remembering in public.field note / loose pageDo not ask whether this belongs here. Ask why it found the path.album note / 2026Coco feels like evidence recovered from a room that is still humming.found note / undatedIf you listen to it from start to finish, you will notice a continuous thread.found note / undatedSearch result from defendmusic.com for "Ryan Coseboom", filed as a possible source trace for Ryan Coseboom -...old page / undatedSearch result from halou.bandcamp.com for "Wholeness & Separation Halou feature", filed as a possible source...