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Feeling This Is Like To Fall Awake

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lyric residue

Can these be my hands

Why won't they ...

... took my breath from me

... can't see and I can't speak

... dream you were a snake

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Feeling This Is Like To Fall Awake
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Brutalism For Lovers / Postcard - enlarge and defocus.01Brutalism For Lovers / Postcard - enlarge and defocus.Lemoncholic / Cover artwork.02Lemoncholic / Cover artwork.Coco / Social tile.03Coco / Social tile.

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Feeling This Is Like To Fall Awake

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Brutalism For Lovers / Postcard - enlarge and defocus.

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Lemoncholic / Cover artwork.

Let an image choose the way

Coco / Social tile.

Path so far

Separation→Breathe→Wiser / DSC00274→Wiser→Cello→Stillbreathing / Recording drums.→Feeling This Is Like To Fall Awake
field note / public memoryThe site is not explaining itself. It is remembering in public.field note / loose pageDo not ask whether this belongs here. Ask why it found the path.album note / 2026Coco feels like evidence recovered from a room that is still humming.found note / undatedFrom our recent recordings, No Moon has been overlooked, if not misunderstood.found note / undatedSearch result from defendmusic.com for "Ryan Coseboom", filed as a possible source trace for Ryan Coseboom -...found note / undatedI recall standing at it and realizing that I could not feel anything.