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Feeling This Is Like To Fall Awake

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Can these be my hands

Why won't they ...

... took my breath from me

... can't see and I can't speak

... dream you were a snake

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Feeling This Is Like To Fall Awake
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The Big Whole / Video still - it could be anything.01The Big Whole / Video still - it could be anything.Wiser / MikaelEliz02Wiser / MikaelElizStillbreathing / Recording drums.03Stillbreathing / Recording drums.

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Feeling This Is Like To Fall Awake

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The Big Whole / Video still - it could be anything.

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Wiser / MikaelEliz

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Stillbreathing / Recording drums.

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posterperformance

“An event left on paper.”

Path so far

Experiment 1→Rebecca with John Fryer and Robin Guthrie.→Ifish→Poster_98_08→Feeling This Is Like To Fall Awake
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