← ElsewhereLose the thread

Drift / Song

Feeling This Is Like To Fall Awake

Open SpotifyOpen artifact page

lyric residue

Can these be my hands

Why won't they ...

... took my breath from me

... can't see and I can't speak

... dream you were a snake

Preview pieces

Feeling This Is Like To Fall Awake
Current piece / Feeling This Is Like To Fall Awake
Open artifact
Feathersongs for Factory Girls / "Apocalyptic Wonderland" book - excerpt.01Feathersongs for Factory Girls / "Apocalyptic Wonderland" book - excerpt.Too High For This / Screen Shot 2021-04-18 at 3.55.39 PM02Too High For This / Screen Shot 2021-04-18 at 3.55.39 PM

Surrender to the pull and you may find unreleased demos, unseen photos, old posters, studio notes, and loose pieces.

Choose a direction

Feeling This Is Like To Fall Awake

Current piece

Let an image choose the way

Feathersongs for Factory Girls / "Apocalyptic Wonderland" book - excerpt.

Let an image choose the way

Too High For This / Screen Shot 2021-04-18 at 3.55.39 PM

Follow a song by instinct

What Do I Get (Demo)

hidden / misfiled

Path so far

Breathe→Pripyat→Exoskeleton→Monsters / 0F9B9913→Clipped→Feeling This Is Like To Fall Awake
field note / public memoryThe site is not explaining itself. It is remembering in public.field note / loose pageDo not ask whether this belongs here. Ask why it found the path.album note / 2026Coco feels like evidence recovered from a room that is still humming.found note / undatedThat we are all in this together.found note / undatedSearch result from defendmusic.com for "Ryan Coseboom", filed as a possible source trace for Ryan Coseboom -...old page / undatedHaving given up on record labels, at least for the time being, Halou is back with a new self-released CD, "...