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Feeling This Is Like To Fall Awake

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Can these be my hands

Why won't they ...

... took my breath from me

... can't see and I can't speak

... dream you were a snake

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Feeling This Is Like To Fall Awake
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Death Disco / glance at nothing.01Death Disco / glance at nothing.Albino Peacock02Albino PeacockThe Big Whole / Video still - circleheel hellstorm.03The Big Whole / Video still - circleheel hellstorm.

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Feeling This Is Like To Fall Awake

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Death Disco / glance at nothing.

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Albino Peacock

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The Big Whole / Video still - circleheel hellstorm.

Path so far

Wiser→Eejit→Ifish→Stillbreathing / Recording drums.→Breathe→Feeling This Is Like To Fall Awake
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