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I Would Love To Give Up

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lyric residue

I open my mouth

And words just ...

And I cannot stop ...

But I am only so ...

... would love to give ...

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I Would Love To Give Up
Current piece / I Would Love To Give Up
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Stillbreathing / Recording drums.01Stillbreathing / Recording drums.Dusk Drinks / Video still - ladies, drowning.02Dusk Drinks / Video still - ladies, drowning.Brutalism For Lovers / when I wreck the perfectly useful it feels good.03Brutalism For Lovers / when I wreck the perfectly useful it feels good.

Surrender to the pull and you may find unreleased demos, unseen photos, old posters, studio notes, and loose pieces.

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I Would Love To Give Up

Current piece

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Stillbreathing / Recording drums.

Let dusk gather

Dusk Drinks / Video still - ladies, drowning.

Dusk

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Brutalism For Lovers / when I wreck the perfectly useful it feels good.

Path so far

Eejit→Words→Wiser / 16→Visiona→Untitled→Coco / Atmosphere - knife feedback.→I Would Love To Give Up
field note / public memoryThe site is not explaining itself. It is remembering in public.field note / loose pageDo not ask whether this belongs here. Ask why it found the path.album note / 2026Coco feels like evidence recovered from a room that is still humming.found note / undatedWe had two young children when we were making it and that colors the tone of the record more...found note / undatedSearch result from halou.com for "Ryan Coseboom", filed as a possible source trace for Bio — Halou. Summary...listing note / undatedand desperation