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I Would Love To Give Up

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I open my mouth

And words just ...

And I cannot stop ...

But I am only so ...

... would love to give ...

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The Sun Goes Up / Video still - faded windmill.01The Sun Goes Up / Video still - faded windmill.Coco / Atmosphere - meltglove in gobs.02Coco / Atmosphere - meltglove in gobs.Welcome Stranger03Welcome Stranger

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I Would Love To Give Up

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Let dawn enter

The Sun Goes Up / Video still - faded windmill.

Dawn

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Coco / Atmosphere - meltglove in gobs.

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SDAL→Albatross→Version→Lean into the Gravity→Words→Monsters / 0F9B9884→I Would Love To Give Up
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