I'm never gonna talk I'm never gonna talk about it I'm never gonna think about it I'm gonna swallow hard This couldn't ever happen It didn't ever happen to me But somehow it did Did I deserve it? If you're as sick as your secrets Then I predict disaster If you're as sick as your secrets You should know the answer I'll fold the sheets into place I'll unpick the apple I'll make a fuss if I want, this is my disaster An ambush that I was never meant to see This is a big mess that I just couldn't keep to myself I'm never gonna go, never ever go back, I'm not safe I don't want to go tomorrow, I want to run away I'm gonna blame myself, I'll always blame myself for this An impressive show of ignorance An ambush that I was never meant to see This is a big mess that I just couldn't keep I'll fold the sheets into place I'll unpick the apple I'll make a fuss if I want, this is my disaster An ambush that I was never meant to see This is a big mess that I just couldn't see So keep to myself I'm never gonna talk I'm never gonna talk about it I'm never gonna talk I'm never gonna talk about it